drowning

This isn’t who I was supposed to be. I was supposed to be stronger, happier and further along than I am. I wasn’t supposed to be the girl who is considering taking counseling, hell I was supposed to BE a councillor. This isn’t right it feels wrong. As an adult, I was supposed to blossom, not shrink. I wasn’t supposed to be the kid who moved out and became distant from my family, and who keeps huge areas of my life from my parents. That was not who I ever thought i’d be. Yet here I am.